result released on monday... i cried for 2 days...
i was so sad n regret.
regret for not putting efford in my study...
all my frens get good result, but me... damn bad...
i laugh when i told my frens about my result, but i cry when yum cha with them...
n i really doe no wat 2 do now...
i doe wan 2 waste everybody time in the meeting...
i'm so scare 2 have a meeting now...
all of them need 2 study also,
i really doe wan 2 waste their precious time...
now ah tong wan 2 change some of our dharma class syallabus coz he think our syallabus not good enough.
i doe no how 2 make this decision...
v change our syallabus for 2 times d...
and everytime the decision dat v make in previous meeting, will definitely change...
i feel so sorrry 2 them for wasting their time 2 attend the meeting...
wat a USELESS committee i am...
wat should i do now?
change or not 2 change?
n now i'm so worry about next week activity coz dis is d most important week...
lord buddha, pls tell me wat should i do now...
i really feel so useless now...
haiz~~~