at last, finish d intensive immersion program......
i suppose to feel very happy coz can rest at last,
but i juz feel dat doe no wat to do now......
b4 dat,
i went 4 a leadership camp, then attend d IIP, and then went to Tsu-Zhi camp.......
so many activities......
but 2molo onwards,
i will b so boring......
doe no wat to do.......
n i start to miss d IIP coz i met 2 excellent speakers, n get know a lot of frens......
i miss d activities there coz it really help me to build up my confidence,
n oso get know more about myself........
today, i'm so upset coz my group did very bad in d presentation......
v did prepare well but bcoz lack of team work, v did really bad......
n dis is d 1st time i heard ppl say my presentation is bad.....
although dis is juz an activity but i still feel upset coz everybody really put efford on it.
d moral of the story is,
never ever do one man show n team work is really really important......
anyway, my group members really did a good job 2day coz v all did our best,
juz take 2day mistake as a lesson lor......

i'm lost now!
i doe no wat i want!doe no wat i'm thinking about oso!
i wonder, y i choose to take accounting course n i doe hv any interest in accounting!i hate account before oso!
is it a good decision for me to choose accounting course?
i doe no.......
i dun think accouting is suitable 4 me......
i thk i'm oni suitable to work in d place that without conflict wiv ppl........
coz i'm not strong enough to meet conflicts.......
conflict will really beat me.......
although i already met so many conflicts,
but i'm still can't b strong......
doe no......
i doe no how to mix wiv ppl oso......
i try to, but still can't mix......
mayb i doe no how to communicate wiv ppl.......
i prefer to b a listener.......
i seldom talk in a group, doe no wat to talk.......
bcoz of dis, sumtimes i feel dat i'm being neglected.......
i really doe no how to overcome dis problem.......
can someone tell me wat shoul i do?